Well,it looks like the Whole 30 is now a Whole Life program for me.
Today is my husband's birthday and we naturally had birthday cake. I had a small piece last month for my son's.
What a difference a month makes.
I licked the ice cream spoon. It tasted like I was licking a sugar bowl with oil on it. I pushed off the ice cream from the small piece of cake.
I took a bite of the cake. It tasted so disgusting I spit it out.
Seriously.
Birthday cake.
I love birthday cake. And ice cream.
Two months ago I never imagined that I would be voluntarily getting rid of ice cream.
I mistakenly thought I was on a diet. Even though the entire book "It Starts with Food" kept saying-- this is NOT a diet.
It's not a diet. It really has changed my life.
Last Friday, we were running around and I really wanted to stop at Dairy Queen. It was a nice fall night. The kids had been great. It's what we normally would have done. I started to tell my husband to go and stopped mid sentence. I realized it wasn't worth it. First of all, it really doesn't taste the same. I'm not kidding. Second, it really makes me sick. And then I was sad. There would be no more DQ trips for me. Ever. For the first time I felt like I had lost something.
But then I realized what did I lose? A stomach ache? Bad skin?
For me, I am learning that I am VERY sensitive to food. Period. And more importantly bad food. I had a cupcake (okay a few mini cupcakes) from a local bakery and was fine. Buttercream icing- no gagging there. I couldn't eat a lot of them, but 1-2, I was fine.
For 2 weeks, I had been trying to add food back in, per the book, to test my reactions. My skin immediately started to break out. My sleep patterns were interrupted. It was all bad. Rice was the ONLY thing that didn't give me problems.
I can have a little cheese. I'm fine with a little cheese- I don't need the huge amounts I had before. And I had some bread- white french bread, in fact- and I was fine.
But the days of macaroni and cheese are gone. I don't need to eat it to know it.
Wine gives me a headache and I get a rush like I popped speed. But from time to time, I will choose this because it also tastes good-- it's worth it. Birthday cake that tastes like margarine-- not worth it.
This week, I cleaned up my eating. My skin started to clear again. Last night I slept. I didn't eat perfectly- I was probably at 90% though. That's livable. But honestly, my desire to go eat a bowl of nachos is completely gone.
Suddenly, I get it.
Eating healthy isn't dieting.
Dieting is deprivation.
Dieting ends.
Eating healthy is permanent.
But I very much did not expect how much my tastes have changed. It's not only that I'm not craving things, they very honestly now taste gross. In the back of mind I had thought I would come "off" this and be able to eat mac-n-cheese on a cold, fall day.
Nope.
But homemade French Onion soup with a slice of bread and a slice of cheese- that was okay.
Processed foods are out. And I understand that it is forever.
So as much as I thought I had my head around, this week I really did.
And the very cool thing-- I'm still losing weight. I wore a suit this week that I had moved to the back of the closet because I had outgrown it. It was loose. In all the right places.
And even cooler- all my friends who have started this are having the same experience and I think it's fantastic.
My bigger challenge is going to be figuring out ways to celebrate that aren't food related. I had no idea how food centric my life had become. It's an adjustment, but it's one worth making.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Three Week Detox Update
I swear, it sounds like I'm in rehab or something...
Okay, so three weeks down and how am I feeling?
Freakin' fantastic. No joke. I slept for 7 hours straight last night. SEVEN. Let's see, Saturday was my son's birthday so it's been, um about 10+ years....
Last week was my "special" week so while my face isn't entirely clear, compared to more recent past "special" weeks, it's quite nice. And no cramps. And, well, without getting too detailed, let's just say it was normal. Which hasn't been the case since I turned 40. Enough on that.
I also lost 3 pounds last week.
That has NEVER happened. I always gain 2-5 pounds that magically disappear.
So, in total, I'm down about 11 pounds. In three weeks. That's what I lost in the 6 months before joining Weight Watchers and the 6 months I was in Weight Watchers. I gained 5 doing Crossfit this summer (but didn't change my size).
And did I mention I'm about a size and half smaller than I was the last time was at this weight?
I had a friend a few years back who weighed the same that I did (it was before I had my daughter- so about 8 years ago). She was in a 6. I was in a 14. I was stunned. I can squeeze back into 14's (it's not pretty) but I'm 25 pounds heavier.
Screw the scale.
I put on a t-shirt that I'm wearing in my cover photo on Facebook. The sleeves that were tight in the picture are now loose-- well, they are normal. That was 2 months ago. I wore a skirt Thursday that was almost falling off. I joked with my parents that I kinda hoped it would- an embarrassing story with great bragging rights!
I'm looking at my summer clothes that will go into storage in a few weeks and thinking maybe I should just donate them?
In the book it mentions not cheating during the 30 days. After that, it's not restrictive whatsoever. For celebrations, they encourage you to partake. Since I'm already sold on the lifestyle (did I mention how soft my skin is in the past 10 minutes??!?!), I thought why not try a little piece of cake with 1 scoop of ice cream? It was my son's birthday. It was a small piece and a small scoop. Next week, I was going to "test" it for a day, why not this week?
I almost puked.
No kidding.
It hit my stomach like a rock. And let's just say, it has not been nice to be around me today, I'm a tad... um... flatulent.
Looks like dairy is out for me for the long run. To be honest, I already knew this before I started. I just didn't realize how bad it was making me feel until I took it out.
Goodbye ice cream! You would think I would be sad, but considering how bad one little scoop made me feel, I'm fine with it. I'm still bloated 24 hours later.
So, to recap, I have increased my caloric content and reduced my workout time and my supposed calories burned. I switched from a cardio focused workout to a weight lifting/cardio burst interval workout. I feel energetic. I am more alert. I am sleeping more soundly. My skin is changing. I'm not hungry late at night. And I have lost 11 pounds.
I'm not sure if this will get all my weight off, but I have to say, getting my hormones working normally and building muscle-- I'm not sure how it won't? I should end up at my natural weight within 6 months, based on everything I've read. The weight loss will slow, without a doubt. I will get bored with eating clean, I'm sure. After years of measuring, weighing, tracking, aerobicizing, spinning, etc, etc, this feels like the Rosetta Stone for me. Whatever was going on with my body, this has definitely started to correct it.
It won't be easy. It's not like I'm not working at it. I sweat at the gym (i just accidentally typed "swear"- that, too!). Except for the cake and ice cream, I've stuck with it.
And it is working for me. It might not work for you. Your blood sugar may be completely fine. Mine was still testing normal-- for the average pool of Americans, but not for me- it had crept up over the years. You may be fine with dairy. I very clearly, am not. I'm interested to see what happens when I try to eat grains- I have a feeling I'll be fine, but who knows? Maybe not. I certainly didn't expect such an immediate reaction to dairy after less than 3 weeks of not having any. And it was a BIG reaction. I certainly had a headache and nausea when I cut out grains- maybe it is an issue?
This is my experiment on me. I'm not a doctor in the least. I simply know that traditional diets didn't work and were demoralizing ("Well you MUST be doing something wrong...." or "Sure, you track what you eat...."). I'm a smart girl. I kept looking. I knew there were no more calories to cut from my diet ("just eat 200 calories less a day"--- sure, and then what?) I had no idea I would have this type of result so quickly.
All I can say is you would have to feel like I do to understand why it is not hard to stick with this. It's the best I've felt in 15 years.
Three weeks ago I would have told you this was about the scale.
It's truly not any more. I realize that my obesity was a symptom, not the disease. I am so grateful that I had friends that shared this with me.
But you can't wing it. You can't sorta try it. You have to read the book and do it if you want the results.
And I have no clue if it will work for you. I've had a lot of emails about this. I'm not an expert. Get the book. If it makes sense to you, give it a try. If you don't exercise and eat fast food 5-6 times a week, this probably is going to be too much. If you've seriously tried everything, this might be it. Or not.
Read the book. Check out the website. If you've got 30 days, try it.
Whole 9- "It Starts With Food"
I'll give a final wrap up next week and then you keep posted from time to time on how I'm doing! I also have another blog that focuses on weight loss which I have a link to on this site.
Thank you to everyone for your support!!!
Okay, so three weeks down and how am I feeling?
Freakin' fantastic. No joke. I slept for 7 hours straight last night. SEVEN. Let's see, Saturday was my son's birthday so it's been, um about 10+ years....
Last week was my "special" week so while my face isn't entirely clear, compared to more recent past "special" weeks, it's quite nice. And no cramps. And, well, without getting too detailed, let's just say it was normal. Which hasn't been the case since I turned 40. Enough on that.
I also lost 3 pounds last week.
That has NEVER happened. I always gain 2-5 pounds that magically disappear.
So, in total, I'm down about 11 pounds. In three weeks. That's what I lost in the 6 months before joining Weight Watchers and the 6 months I was in Weight Watchers. I gained 5 doing Crossfit this summer (but didn't change my size).
And did I mention I'm about a size and half smaller than I was the last time was at this weight?
I had a friend a few years back who weighed the same that I did (it was before I had my daughter- so about 8 years ago). She was in a 6. I was in a 14. I was stunned. I can squeeze back into 14's (it's not pretty) but I'm 25 pounds heavier.
Screw the scale.
I put on a t-shirt that I'm wearing in my cover photo on Facebook. The sleeves that were tight in the picture are now loose-- well, they are normal. That was 2 months ago. I wore a skirt Thursday that was almost falling off. I joked with my parents that I kinda hoped it would- an embarrassing story with great bragging rights!
I'm looking at my summer clothes that will go into storage in a few weeks and thinking maybe I should just donate them?
In the book it mentions not cheating during the 30 days. After that, it's not restrictive whatsoever. For celebrations, they encourage you to partake. Since I'm already sold on the lifestyle (did I mention how soft my skin is in the past 10 minutes??!?!), I thought why not try a little piece of cake with 1 scoop of ice cream? It was my son's birthday. It was a small piece and a small scoop. Next week, I was going to "test" it for a day, why not this week?
I almost puked.
No kidding.
It hit my stomach like a rock. And let's just say, it has not been nice to be around me today, I'm a tad... um... flatulent.
Looks like dairy is out for me for the long run. To be honest, I already knew this before I started. I just didn't realize how bad it was making me feel until I took it out.
Goodbye ice cream! You would think I would be sad, but considering how bad one little scoop made me feel, I'm fine with it. I'm still bloated 24 hours later.
So, to recap, I have increased my caloric content and reduced my workout time and my supposed calories burned. I switched from a cardio focused workout to a weight lifting/cardio burst interval workout. I feel energetic. I am more alert. I am sleeping more soundly. My skin is changing. I'm not hungry late at night. And I have lost 11 pounds.
I'm not sure if this will get all my weight off, but I have to say, getting my hormones working normally and building muscle-- I'm not sure how it won't? I should end up at my natural weight within 6 months, based on everything I've read. The weight loss will slow, without a doubt. I will get bored with eating clean, I'm sure. After years of measuring, weighing, tracking, aerobicizing, spinning, etc, etc, this feels like the Rosetta Stone for me. Whatever was going on with my body, this has definitely started to correct it.
It won't be easy. It's not like I'm not working at it. I sweat at the gym (i just accidentally typed "swear"- that, too!). Except for the cake and ice cream, I've stuck with it.
And it is working for me. It might not work for you. Your blood sugar may be completely fine. Mine was still testing normal-- for the average pool of Americans, but not for me- it had crept up over the years. You may be fine with dairy. I very clearly, am not. I'm interested to see what happens when I try to eat grains- I have a feeling I'll be fine, but who knows? Maybe not. I certainly didn't expect such an immediate reaction to dairy after less than 3 weeks of not having any. And it was a BIG reaction. I certainly had a headache and nausea when I cut out grains- maybe it is an issue?
This is my experiment on me. I'm not a doctor in the least. I simply know that traditional diets didn't work and were demoralizing ("Well you MUST be doing something wrong...." or "Sure, you track what you eat...."). I'm a smart girl. I kept looking. I knew there were no more calories to cut from my diet ("just eat 200 calories less a day"--- sure, and then what?) I had no idea I would have this type of result so quickly.
All I can say is you would have to feel like I do to understand why it is not hard to stick with this. It's the best I've felt in 15 years.
Three weeks ago I would have told you this was about the scale.
It's truly not any more. I realize that my obesity was a symptom, not the disease. I am so grateful that I had friends that shared this with me.
But you can't wing it. You can't sorta try it. You have to read the book and do it if you want the results.
And I have no clue if it will work for you. I've had a lot of emails about this. I'm not an expert. Get the book. If it makes sense to you, give it a try. If you don't exercise and eat fast food 5-6 times a week, this probably is going to be too much. If you've seriously tried everything, this might be it. Or not.
Read the book. Check out the website. If you've got 30 days, try it.
Whole 9- "It Starts With Food"
I'll give a final wrap up next week and then you keep posted from time to time on how I'm doing! I also have another blog that focuses on weight loss which I have a link to on this site.
Thank you to everyone for your support!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2012
You have to read the book...
I've been posting my progress on the Whole 30 detox program on Facebook from time to time as well as blogging about it. I have had MANY friends- as in 10-20, tell me they are going to do it as well. Some have even started.
Here's the thing-- a lot of them haven't bothered to read the book, "It Starts With Food."
It sounds easy- no sugar, no dairy, no grains, no beans, no alcohol.
With that said, there are a 1,000 more questions-- what about sweeteners? No. No sweeteners. I'm trying to break my habit of eating sweet things. Plus, they are chemicals. This is a detox. I don't want to replace regular food with chemically altered food. Hence the name the WHOLE 30- it's referencing whole foods for 30 days.
What about yogurt? Yogurt is dairy. There is lactose in it. It will spike your insulin levels. The primary purpose of this program is to get your insulin levels in check. At the end of 30 days, add it in, see how you feel. But you have to follow it.
And honestly, I don't mind being a resource for people, but if they read the book they would understand that this isn't the Cabbage Soup Diet. It's not a quick fix to drop weight fast. There is a chance, although I can't imagine when this would apply, that YOU MIGHT NOT LOSE ANY WEIGHT.
What the Whole 30 is, to me, is a way to reset my body's thermostat and my brain. I have to shut down the whole system and add things back in. But I have to shut it down first.
And again, it is NOT a diet, it's a detox. You have to eat.
I think so many of my friends are used to dieting. The thought of having 2-3 eggs for breakfast with bacon frightens them. Eating fruit for my low carb friends is scary. Nuts and olives are the anti-christ for my Weight Watchers friends.
Now, when my weight loss does stop- because I have to lose weight- I will need to watch calories, cut down on the nuts (especially the nuts), monitor my fruit a little more- but for the first 30 days, I don't. I am not counting calories.
WHAT?
No. You don't count calories. You eat until you're almost full. Wait a little. If you're hungry eat some more. It's not just resetting my metabolism, it's resetting my mind. That's a very big deal if you're a perpetual dieter like I am.
I am not deprived. My body is learning to use food for energy. I am learning to eat food for energy.
But you have to do the whole thing. Giving up a few things, does not a lifestyle make.
And did I mention I am doing a LOT of weight training? I told my husband that once again, I was working out at the gym yesterday and 3 men- including 1 extremely fit man- looked at the weights I was using and very sheepishly moved theirs up. It's getting to a point that it's pretty funny. Yes, that was 200 lbs that I was using on the adductor machine. I may have only squeezed out 5 reps but I did 10 at 190 and 25 at 180. I think I embarrassed them with their 70 lbs. That's why I was sweating and they were not. And the laps that I used to walk-- I am jogging if not actually running them. Eventually, they will be sprints. And I'm doing reps at a fast pace so I get a cardio workout as well. High weights, fast reps, intermittent cardio bursts, something different every time- thank you Crossfit!
If you are trying this along side me, I strongly recommend that you read the book so you know exactly what it is that you're trying to do. It's not a quickie diet. I know EVERY diet says that, but this really isn't.
If you had told me that 3 weeks ago I would say "I don't really care if I ever have ice cream again..." I would have told you you were nuts. But you know what? I don't really care if I ever have ice cream again.
I'm not going to lie.... my son's birthday is Saturday and last night I made rice crispy treats for his class. I love them. THAT was hard. But you know what? I got on the scale and I'm down another .4 lbs. If I had had one, I would have gone on a binge because my sugar levels would have gone "YOU'RE BACK!! WE MISSED YOU!! WHY STOP WITH ONE?!?!?!" Maybe in a few months when everything is reset I can enjoy just one. But not now. It's not worth it. This is working.
And I miss wine. Not that I drank that much before. I miss the socialization that comes with having a glass with my husband once or twice a week. Having friends over and laughing on the patio with a glass or two or three or okay, well, a bottle.... I will definitely bring that back in. At least a glass or two. But cheese, cream in my coffee-- I think I'm okay without that. It's not worth the damaging that it seems to have been causing my body.
Maybe not for you- but it was definitely the Rosetta Stone for me.
So if you're joining me- and please, please do-- please get the book and read it. Or check out their website. Don't try to wing it.
Here's the thing-- a lot of them haven't bothered to read the book, "It Starts With Food."
It sounds easy- no sugar, no dairy, no grains, no beans, no alcohol.
With that said, there are a 1,000 more questions-- what about sweeteners? No. No sweeteners. I'm trying to break my habit of eating sweet things. Plus, they are chemicals. This is a detox. I don't want to replace regular food with chemically altered food. Hence the name the WHOLE 30- it's referencing whole foods for 30 days.
What about yogurt? Yogurt is dairy. There is lactose in it. It will spike your insulin levels. The primary purpose of this program is to get your insulin levels in check. At the end of 30 days, add it in, see how you feel. But you have to follow it.
And honestly, I don't mind being a resource for people, but if they read the book they would understand that this isn't the Cabbage Soup Diet. It's not a quick fix to drop weight fast. There is a chance, although I can't imagine when this would apply, that YOU MIGHT NOT LOSE ANY WEIGHT.
What the Whole 30 is, to me, is a way to reset my body's thermostat and my brain. I have to shut down the whole system and add things back in. But I have to shut it down first.
And again, it is NOT a diet, it's a detox. You have to eat.
I think so many of my friends are used to dieting. The thought of having 2-3 eggs for breakfast with bacon frightens them. Eating fruit for my low carb friends is scary. Nuts and olives are the anti-christ for my Weight Watchers friends.
Now, when my weight loss does stop- because I have to lose weight- I will need to watch calories, cut down on the nuts (especially the nuts), monitor my fruit a little more- but for the first 30 days, I don't. I am not counting calories.
WHAT?
No. You don't count calories. You eat until you're almost full. Wait a little. If you're hungry eat some more. It's not just resetting my metabolism, it's resetting my mind. That's a very big deal if you're a perpetual dieter like I am.
I am not deprived. My body is learning to use food for energy. I am learning to eat food for energy.
But you have to do the whole thing. Giving up a few things, does not a lifestyle make.
And did I mention I am doing a LOT of weight training? I told my husband that once again, I was working out at the gym yesterday and 3 men- including 1 extremely fit man- looked at the weights I was using and very sheepishly moved theirs up. It's getting to a point that it's pretty funny. Yes, that was 200 lbs that I was using on the adductor machine. I may have only squeezed out 5 reps but I did 10 at 190 and 25 at 180. I think I embarrassed them with their 70 lbs. That's why I was sweating and they were not. And the laps that I used to walk-- I am jogging if not actually running them. Eventually, they will be sprints. And I'm doing reps at a fast pace so I get a cardio workout as well. High weights, fast reps, intermittent cardio bursts, something different every time- thank you Crossfit!
If you are trying this along side me, I strongly recommend that you read the book so you know exactly what it is that you're trying to do. It's not a quickie diet. I know EVERY diet says that, but this really isn't.
If you had told me that 3 weeks ago I would say "I don't really care if I ever have ice cream again..." I would have told you you were nuts. But you know what? I don't really care if I ever have ice cream again.
I'm not going to lie.... my son's birthday is Saturday and last night I made rice crispy treats for his class. I love them. THAT was hard. But you know what? I got on the scale and I'm down another .4 lbs. If I had had one, I would have gone on a binge because my sugar levels would have gone "YOU'RE BACK!! WE MISSED YOU!! WHY STOP WITH ONE?!?!?!" Maybe in a few months when everything is reset I can enjoy just one. But not now. It's not worth it. This is working.
And I miss wine. Not that I drank that much before. I miss the socialization that comes with having a glass with my husband once or twice a week. Having friends over and laughing on the patio with a glass or two or three or okay, well, a bottle.... I will definitely bring that back in. At least a glass or two. But cheese, cream in my coffee-- I think I'm okay without that. It's not worth the damaging that it seems to have been causing my body.
Maybe not for you- but it was definitely the Rosetta Stone for me.
So if you're joining me- and please, please do-- please get the book and read it. Or check out their website. Don't try to wing it.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Happy Thoughts on a Bad Day
I really don't like 9/11. I hate the memories. The worries about my friends who were working in the area. Their friends. How people that I don't know want me dead. How the world all came together and now we're at each others throats.
Yesterday wasn't a great day- I had appointments that got confused, we're still working on staffing issues and then I offered to scoot out early to get the kids at school so my husband could get a haircut. He's been working like a crazy man- his classes all have 47+ in them, he is probably going to lose his prep period (he's a teacher) so he have smaller classes- the man deserved a hair cut. Then my son had jiu jitsu which is when I work out. Followed by an open house at the school. We've all that day. I had the same on Friday. Nothing bad, just busy and life throwing things at me.
Oh- and I got my period.
Which I knew, during my 30 day detox was going to happen.
I'm also not supposed to be weighing myself daily. I am. It's more from a scientific standpoint to discredit how the number means nothing. I can wake up at 6 am to pee, read for an hour and then magically drop a pound. Or gain one.
I will say, however, that when I don't weigh myself I do let it creep back on. As I've mentioned in earlier blogs, I've lost probably close to 1,000 pounds. I just unfortunately have found them all.
I weighed myself Sunday, put on .4 lbs, knew that "my special time" was coming and just avoided it yesterday morning. So, already not liking today because of the date, I went ahead and got on to see what the damage would be.
I'm down 2 pounds from the .4 gain (I have a zero scale- you can set it to not show your weight, just your changes- it's awesome).
I lost weight? On what's basically the first day of my period?
That has never happened.
And I don't have cramps. Or bloating.
No joke.
If that's not an incentive to cut out sugar, grains, dairy and beans, I don't know what is.
Scale aside, that's pretty amazing.
But wait there's more....
I put on a pair of pants that I had in the back of the closet. They've been lose off and on during various weight gains and losses. They also were tight for awhile not long ago (last year).
They look like clown pants.
I threw on a blousy shirt that usually hung a little snugly around my belly. It hangs like it's supposed to hang.
I put on a very light sweater and the arms are loose. Well, they fit.
I thought about changing pants, but I'm not going to. I want to wear them today,on this crappy day, to remind myself that I can do this. That I have done so much already.
I had a great workout last night. My jogging is slowly becoming running. My walking jogging. And I still walk a little on my laps- but much faster than I did. I have my waitress walk back. I'm slowly dropping the resistance/counterweight on my pull-ups. It's about 20 lbs less than my body weight. Not impressive.... yet. Every week, I drop 15lbs off the counter weight. I am flying through my abs. Might be time to add some weight to that. I am holding to my commitment of being the sweatiest person in the gym. I swear when people see me push it, they go a little harder themselves.
So today, on the crappiest day of the year, I did a little happy dance in front of the mirror. All my hardwork is finally paying off and I feel good.
Yesterday wasn't a great day- I had appointments that got confused, we're still working on staffing issues and then I offered to scoot out early to get the kids at school so my husband could get a haircut. He's been working like a crazy man- his classes all have 47+ in them, he is probably going to lose his prep period (he's a teacher) so he have smaller classes- the man deserved a hair cut. Then my son had jiu jitsu which is when I work out. Followed by an open house at the school. We've all that day. I had the same on Friday. Nothing bad, just busy and life throwing things at me.
Oh- and I got my period.
Which I knew, during my 30 day detox was going to happen.
I'm also not supposed to be weighing myself daily. I am. It's more from a scientific standpoint to discredit how the number means nothing. I can wake up at 6 am to pee, read for an hour and then magically drop a pound. Or gain one.
I will say, however, that when I don't weigh myself I do let it creep back on. As I've mentioned in earlier blogs, I've lost probably close to 1,000 pounds. I just unfortunately have found them all.
I weighed myself Sunday, put on .4 lbs, knew that "my special time" was coming and just avoided it yesterday morning. So, already not liking today because of the date, I went ahead and got on to see what the damage would be.
I'm down 2 pounds from the .4 gain (I have a zero scale- you can set it to not show your weight, just your changes- it's awesome).
I lost weight? On what's basically the first day of my period?
That has never happened.
And I don't have cramps. Or bloating.
No joke.
If that's not an incentive to cut out sugar, grains, dairy and beans, I don't know what is.
Scale aside, that's pretty amazing.
But wait there's more....
I put on a pair of pants that I had in the back of the closet. They've been lose off and on during various weight gains and losses. They also were tight for awhile not long ago (last year).
They look like clown pants.
I threw on a blousy shirt that usually hung a little snugly around my belly. It hangs like it's supposed to hang.
I put on a very light sweater and the arms are loose. Well, they fit.
I thought about changing pants, but I'm not going to. I want to wear them today,on this crappy day, to remind myself that I can do this. That I have done so much already.
I had a great workout last night. My jogging is slowly becoming running. My walking jogging. And I still walk a little on my laps- but much faster than I did. I have my waitress walk back. I'm slowly dropping the resistance/counterweight on my pull-ups. It's about 20 lbs less than my body weight. Not impressive.... yet. Every week, I drop 15lbs off the counter weight. I am flying through my abs. Might be time to add some weight to that. I am holding to my commitment of being the sweatiest person in the gym. I swear when people see me push it, they go a little harder themselves.
So today, on the crappiest day of the year, I did a little happy dance in front of the mirror. All my hardwork is finally paying off and I feel good.
Saturday, September 8, 2012
What Are You Eating? It Can't Be Healthy....
I've had a few people ask me about the Whole 30... who am I kidding? I've had a boatload of people email me about it and ask questions.
Some people have been very concerned about what I'm eating.
Relax... here's a great example of what I'm eating...
Today, for breakfast, I had an omelet made with whole eggs, salsa and half an avocado. I had 2 pieces of bacon. I had a nectarine.
For lunch, I had a salad with about 5 oz of chicken I baked earlier in the week with a chipotle rub, black olives, half a tomato, a piece of bacon crumbled and a dressing I made out of homemade mayo and the other half of the avocado.
I snacked on some macadamia nuts.
Tonight for dinner, I'm having a pork loin roast, crockpot apples (apples with cinnamon) and some potatoes diced and sauteed in butter with herbs.
See- I'm starving.... not.
I was not great about working out this week because of the holiday and my trip thrown in on my normal work out day. But honestly, I'm not upset- I just missed some days, nothing awful. We're biking tomorrow and I will grab a quick work out.
In my first 2 weeks, I've lost 7 1/2 pounds. Working out like I always have, eating more calories.
It's crazy.
I need to back off the nuts this week to help get the pace back up, but as you can tell, I'm clearly not starving.
And this week's takeaway-- not only is my skin soft, but my mental acuity is back. Freakishly back. I can concentrate. I listen better. It's all good. I thought that was gone with motherhood. Nope.
I have so much energy, I don't need coffee to get started in the morning. It's probably because I'm sleeping through the night.
So for all the naysayers that think this a diet-- it's not. It's going to take a LOT to get me to stop eating like this. I'm serious. I feel that good. This week was a crazy busy and while I am tired, I am not exhausted.
When I was cutting calories and counting everything, I was tired, hungry and got nowhere.
I am so happy that I found this. Who would have thought my "healthy" diet full of oatmeal, yogurt, and all things fresh and good was making me sick?
And yet it was.
Some people have been very concerned about what I'm eating.
Relax... here's a great example of what I'm eating...
Today, for breakfast, I had an omelet made with whole eggs, salsa and half an avocado. I had 2 pieces of bacon. I had a nectarine.
For lunch, I had a salad with about 5 oz of chicken I baked earlier in the week with a chipotle rub, black olives, half a tomato, a piece of bacon crumbled and a dressing I made out of homemade mayo and the other half of the avocado.
I snacked on some macadamia nuts.
Tonight for dinner, I'm having a pork loin roast, crockpot apples (apples with cinnamon) and some potatoes diced and sauteed in butter with herbs.
See- I'm starving.... not.
I was not great about working out this week because of the holiday and my trip thrown in on my normal work out day. But honestly, I'm not upset- I just missed some days, nothing awful. We're biking tomorrow and I will grab a quick work out.
In my first 2 weeks, I've lost 7 1/2 pounds. Working out like I always have, eating more calories.
It's crazy.
I need to back off the nuts this week to help get the pace back up, but as you can tell, I'm clearly not starving.
And this week's takeaway-- not only is my skin soft, but my mental acuity is back. Freakishly back. I can concentrate. I listen better. It's all good. I thought that was gone with motherhood. Nope.
I have so much energy, I don't need coffee to get started in the morning. It's probably because I'm sleeping through the night.
So for all the naysayers that think this a diet-- it's not. It's going to take a LOT to get me to stop eating like this. I'm serious. I feel that good. This week was a crazy busy and while I am tired, I am not exhausted.
When I was cutting calories and counting everything, I was tired, hungry and got nowhere.
I am so happy that I found this. Who would have thought my "healthy" diet full of oatmeal, yogurt, and all things fresh and good was making me sick?
And yet it was.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Week 2 on the Whole 30-- Wanna Touch my Skin??
Wanna touch my skin??
It's really soft.
No, seriously, it is.
Yes, you can touch it.
Nope, I don't have lotion on.
Amazing, isn't it?
I may have crossed over into the realm of nutty. On Saturday, I was just sitting there and I realized that MY SKIN IS SILKY SMOOTH AND SOFT.
No kidding. We had some friends over that night and I kept asking if they wanted to touch it (and I was the only one NOT drinking....).
A colleague of mine who I used to office with about 14 years ago said "But you've always had nice skin..."
Nope. I told her she missed my 30's and the 40's were starting out a little scary. I NEVER had acne as a teenager. No joke. When I spent a year in Ecuador- and my friends who were there can back me up on this- I used to get stopped on the street and asked what I used on my face. I think Noxzema had a boom year because of me.
I started to get a few cystic zits in college- stress. Then it got worse. Then it got horrible. My hormones, stress, bad eating habits-- if it didn't get better, I was on my way to the dermatologist.
But now, I can save the co-pay.
Without getting too graphic, because I know I have male readers, let's just say, this isn't the week my skin should be clearing up. And I certainly shouldn't be losing weight.
Yep, you know what I mean. Something is just around the corner, and it ain't Christmas.
I have a few friends who think I'm on some nutty diet. It's not- I swear. I knew I wasn't feeling well and wanted to try something out there before resorting to a life of feeling blah.
So I cut out the sugar, the grains, the dairy, the beans, and the caffeine (which I've added a little more in because apparently I wasn't supposed to cut it out completely).
And baby, I'm back!
I have energy. My skin is clear. My skin is soft. I can focus. I am sharp. I am calm. I am smiling more. And yes, I lost a little weight, but honestly, I will never go back to eating like I was ever again.
Period.
Never.
This past Sunday we went for a family bike ride. We used to do them quite a bit and with the summer, it's way too freaking hot here, so we hadn't in awhile. In the interim, I started this and my husband lost another 20+ pounds this summer.
We rode for 3-4 miles in about 20-30 minutes. We weren't flying by any means, but we definitely were going at a good pace for a family of 4. When we got home my husband and I both commented that in the spring, we would have gone about 2 miles in the same time and would have been wiped out when we got home. Neither one of us was even tired or out of breath. And we both commented that we could have gone longer-- the reason we didn't was because quite honestly, I ran out of places for us to ride!
We both smiled and agreed that that was EXACTLY why we were losing weight, exercising and eating healthier. It's not for skinny jeans- which may never happen for us-- it was to enjoy life more.
Between my soft skin-- wanna touch it?-- and the ability to go for a ride without falling over-- plus all the other amazing things--- you can keep your ice cream.
Yep. I said that.
Keep your ice cream.
I may indulge from time to time-- maybe not ice cream but wine is definitely coming back-- but honestly, I cannot go back.
I may even stay fat, but I am not going to poison myself and ruin the ability to enjoy life because I want a stupid donut.
Never, ever again.
This is so much easier than I ever thought it would be.
If you are bloated, tired, grumpy and your skin looks like you're fifty but you're 35- do it. Once you get past that first week, you will never regret it.
Thank you to Helen and Candi for telling me about this!
It's really soft.
No, seriously, it is.
Yes, you can touch it.
Nope, I don't have lotion on.
Amazing, isn't it?
I may have crossed over into the realm of nutty. On Saturday, I was just sitting there and I realized that MY SKIN IS SILKY SMOOTH AND SOFT.
No kidding. We had some friends over that night and I kept asking if they wanted to touch it (and I was the only one NOT drinking....).
A colleague of mine who I used to office with about 14 years ago said "But you've always had nice skin..."
Nope. I told her she missed my 30's and the 40's were starting out a little scary. I NEVER had acne as a teenager. No joke. When I spent a year in Ecuador- and my friends who were there can back me up on this- I used to get stopped on the street and asked what I used on my face. I think Noxzema had a boom year because of me.
I started to get a few cystic zits in college- stress. Then it got worse. Then it got horrible. My hormones, stress, bad eating habits-- if it didn't get better, I was on my way to the dermatologist.
But now, I can save the co-pay.
Without getting too graphic, because I know I have male readers, let's just say, this isn't the week my skin should be clearing up. And I certainly shouldn't be losing weight.
Yep, you know what I mean. Something is just around the corner, and it ain't Christmas.
I have a few friends who think I'm on some nutty diet. It's not- I swear. I knew I wasn't feeling well and wanted to try something out there before resorting to a life of feeling blah.
So I cut out the sugar, the grains, the dairy, the beans, and the caffeine (which I've added a little more in because apparently I wasn't supposed to cut it out completely).
And baby, I'm back!
I have energy. My skin is clear. My skin is soft. I can focus. I am sharp. I am calm. I am smiling more. And yes, I lost a little weight, but honestly, I will never go back to eating like I was ever again.
Period.
Never.
This past Sunday we went for a family bike ride. We used to do them quite a bit and with the summer, it's way too freaking hot here, so we hadn't in awhile. In the interim, I started this and my husband lost another 20+ pounds this summer.
We rode for 3-4 miles in about 20-30 minutes. We weren't flying by any means, but we definitely were going at a good pace for a family of 4. When we got home my husband and I both commented that in the spring, we would have gone about 2 miles in the same time and would have been wiped out when we got home. Neither one of us was even tired or out of breath. And we both commented that we could have gone longer-- the reason we didn't was because quite honestly, I ran out of places for us to ride!
We both smiled and agreed that that was EXACTLY why we were losing weight, exercising and eating healthier. It's not for skinny jeans- which may never happen for us-- it was to enjoy life more.
Between my soft skin-- wanna touch it?-- and the ability to go for a ride without falling over-- plus all the other amazing things--- you can keep your ice cream.
Yep. I said that.
Keep your ice cream.
I may indulge from time to time-- maybe not ice cream but wine is definitely coming back-- but honestly, I cannot go back.
I may even stay fat, but I am not going to poison myself and ruin the ability to enjoy life because I want a stupid donut.
Never, ever again.
This is so much easier than I ever thought it would be.
If you are bloated, tired, grumpy and your skin looks like you're fifty but you're 35- do it. Once you get past that first week, you will never regret it.
Thank you to Helen and Candi for telling me about this!
Sunday, September 2, 2012
So what have I been doing since I stopped blogging here...
This has always been my secondary blog and I've been quite lazy about keeping it up. Since I'm doing the Whole 30, I feel like I'm obsessed by diet & exercise. I don't want to bog down the other blog with my rantings and thoughts. This also, I'm hoping, will keep me focused for the the remained for the Whole 30.
So I broke my finger which brought my Crossfit to a crashing halt. Midway into month 2. I only had 3 months to do it because of schedule issues.
Here's what I came away from Crossfit with:
#1- You really DO need to have some base level of fitness to get the most out of it. I was soooo out of shape (comparatively speaking) that I had modified the classes to a new low.
#2- With that said, I loved Crossfit. I love the concept of pushing just past where you think you're comfortable. Now during my workouts I always push during the last set until I don't think I can- I don't have any set reps-- I do as many as I can. I also started increasing the weights significantly just to see what I can do. I got that from Crossfit. I don't want to hurt myself, but I keep pushing. The arbitrary 10 rep set, or 25 rep set really does seem arbitrary.
#3- I can almost run now. Weird. Still not in my Top 10 list of things I want to do. But rather than walk, I run (okay jog) between sets. I pass people on the track. Imagine that. I laugh every time I do.
#4- Diversity is the key. I do think diversity is important in life- in food, in the workplace, in music, in everything. Now I use that same ideology in my workouts. Every day is a different. We never did the same routine at Crossfit. I never do the same routine at the gym. There are a million (okay maybe a thousand) different machines at my gym. There are free weights. There is an area with medicine balls. Every work out I force myself to try something new. I always do abs, but everything else is a something different. I may do squats with the ball, or squats holding on to the railing, or squats with dumbbells, or squats with the squat machine. There are hundreds of ways to work my upper body. Why get stuck? Even cardio. I hurt my ankle last week. Hard to run, fine to bike or row.
#5- You don't need to be there for an hour to get a good workout in. Most of my workouts are 30-45 minutes. And I am soaked by the end. That has been my new goal- to be the sweatiest person in the gym (I swear a lot, so this isn't too terrible). I can keep my heart rate up, lifting the same as if I was in a spin class. Don't get me wrong, I'm not lying on the floor groaning like many Crossfit people are, but I'm leaving feeling like I did something.
#6- Stretching is important. Yep. I've always been a fan. I warm up. I stretch a little (the active stretching technique I learned from Crossfit). I work out. If I'm stiff, I'll stretch at the stretching station mid-workout.
#7- Paleo. See previous blogs.
Basically, I go MWF during my son's jiu jitsu class. It's a push to get us both there but now it's become our thing. We are workout buddies. It's awesome. I'm focusing on weight training with some cardio. We are planning on running a 5K next month, but haven't trained much-- school just started and we had some freaky hot/humid weather. This week, we should get in runs on T-R-Sa. Or that's the plan. Tap dancing and Zumba are fun things thrown in. Or as I like to say the reason I want to get fit is so I can enjoy doing them even more.
And, as you can see I'm doing the Whole 30 program to transition to a more Paleo based diet. The 80%/20% thing wasn't working for me, so I thought I'd give it 100%.
Wow.
I've had withdrawals. Today, my skin is clearing up. Let's just say this isn't the "time of the month" where it should be. I'm moving into the zit zone. Overall, I have no complaints. It's been much easier to follow than I would have thought. I think it's because I've slowly transitioned to it to begin with- going cold turkey wasn't the end of the world. It's been a week. I do want some popcorn. We are going to the movies today- that's going to be hard. And chocolate. I need to find something I can do about that. Especially since we're getting closer to that "time of the month." Trust me, it's better for society if I can find something chocolate!
I was happy with Weight Watchers last year- I loved the support- however, the diet plan didn't work for me. At all.
This seems to be working. I'm eating more. I'm losing. I'm working out smarter.
I still have a very, very, very long way to go, but for the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm at least on the right track. Being at healthy weight (not my goal weight) by my birthday in January seems entirely reasonable. Not a "Gee, I hope I can make it." I will make it. Besides, my party theme is White Trash and I want to look good in my tube top and inappropriately tight leggings!!
So I broke my finger which brought my Crossfit to a crashing halt. Midway into month 2. I only had 3 months to do it because of schedule issues.
Here's what I came away from Crossfit with:
#1- You really DO need to have some base level of fitness to get the most out of it. I was soooo out of shape (comparatively speaking) that I had modified the classes to a new low.
#2- With that said, I loved Crossfit. I love the concept of pushing just past where you think you're comfortable. Now during my workouts I always push during the last set until I don't think I can- I don't have any set reps-- I do as many as I can. I also started increasing the weights significantly just to see what I can do. I got that from Crossfit. I don't want to hurt myself, but I keep pushing. The arbitrary 10 rep set, or 25 rep set really does seem arbitrary.
#3- I can almost run now. Weird. Still not in my Top 10 list of things I want to do. But rather than walk, I run (okay jog) between sets. I pass people on the track. Imagine that. I laugh every time I do.
#4- Diversity is the key. I do think diversity is important in life- in food, in the workplace, in music, in everything. Now I use that same ideology in my workouts. Every day is a different. We never did the same routine at Crossfit. I never do the same routine at the gym. There are a million (okay maybe a thousand) different machines at my gym. There are free weights. There is an area with medicine balls. Every work out I force myself to try something new. I always do abs, but everything else is a something different. I may do squats with the ball, or squats holding on to the railing, or squats with dumbbells, or squats with the squat machine. There are hundreds of ways to work my upper body. Why get stuck? Even cardio. I hurt my ankle last week. Hard to run, fine to bike or row.
#5- You don't need to be there for an hour to get a good workout in. Most of my workouts are 30-45 minutes. And I am soaked by the end. That has been my new goal- to be the sweatiest person in the gym (I swear a lot, so this isn't too terrible). I can keep my heart rate up, lifting the same as if I was in a spin class. Don't get me wrong, I'm not lying on the floor groaning like many Crossfit people are, but I'm leaving feeling like I did something.
#6- Stretching is important. Yep. I've always been a fan. I warm up. I stretch a little (the active stretching technique I learned from Crossfit). I work out. If I'm stiff, I'll stretch at the stretching station mid-workout.
#7- Paleo. See previous blogs.
Basically, I go MWF during my son's jiu jitsu class. It's a push to get us both there but now it's become our thing. We are workout buddies. It's awesome. I'm focusing on weight training with some cardio. We are planning on running a 5K next month, but haven't trained much-- school just started and we had some freaky hot/humid weather. This week, we should get in runs on T-R-Sa. Or that's the plan. Tap dancing and Zumba are fun things thrown in. Or as I like to say the reason I want to get fit is so I can enjoy doing them even more.
And, as you can see I'm doing the Whole 30 program to transition to a more Paleo based diet. The 80%/20% thing wasn't working for me, so I thought I'd give it 100%.
Wow.
I've had withdrawals. Today, my skin is clearing up. Let's just say this isn't the "time of the month" where it should be. I'm moving into the zit zone. Overall, I have no complaints. It's been much easier to follow than I would have thought. I think it's because I've slowly transitioned to it to begin with- going cold turkey wasn't the end of the world. It's been a week. I do want some popcorn. We are going to the movies today- that's going to be hard. And chocolate. I need to find something I can do about that. Especially since we're getting closer to that "time of the month." Trust me, it's better for society if I can find something chocolate!
I was happy with Weight Watchers last year- I loved the support- however, the diet plan didn't work for me. At all.
This seems to be working. I'm eating more. I'm losing. I'm working out smarter.
I still have a very, very, very long way to go, but for the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm at least on the right track. Being at healthy weight (not my goal weight) by my birthday in January seems entirely reasonable. Not a "Gee, I hope I can make it." I will make it. Besides, my party theme is White Trash and I want to look good in my tube top and inappropriately tight leggings!!
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